hey ppl, i've moved to a new blog.. http://meow-atwork.blog.com/.. lol
so go visit me there

lol.. it has been ages ages since i log on.. anyway.. i forgot how to change blogskin le... so any kind soul care to enlighten the comp idiot???

haha.. not much has changed for me in the new year, except i'm single, working but not any skinner..

hmm.. sleepy now.. so unless its reaaal urgent.... dun give me a call k.. haha

have you all ever wondered how true the saying is... ' Its easy to be friends, its hard to maintain a relationsip, and its even harder keeping a marriage on the go'.. why is it relatively easy to maintain longterm friendships, but yet it seems so difficult to quarrel with your partner over seemingly trival things??? is it because of gender differences???

hmmm... humans..interestingly frightening complexities...

no offense to ppl.. or those who are religious, its just an offhand thought.
what would happen to the human civilisation if adam and eve didn't partake the apple from the tree of knowlegde back in the Garden of Eden?? and.. why would God want to plant such a tree??is it because He knew that the devil is going to persuade adam and eve to go against His commands???

humans are supposedly kind in nature.. that chinese saying of ' ren xin ben shan', then who started the evilness?? if we are kind, why would we begin to allow the seeds of greed, jeulously and etc to be rooted and blossomed in this world?? is it really because we are kind, which makes us more guilliable to lies and deception???hmmm...

good alw triumph in the end.. but then why are there stories or cases that the bad guy is usually the last person to die???

haha.. loggin on from sch.. haiz.. just went to check my sgc profile testimonial thing... i have shockingly very very little things.... sob sob.. but dunno if the rest are the same as me too...

anyway... i dun deny that ppl practises double standards... buten... i don't feel good that i recevied such treatment.. i mean who does... alright, maybe i'm a tad too sensitive.. making things look out of proportion.. but i feel that if i dun say it out.. i'll burst from indiginition/??? lol

feeling tired these few days.. can't even have the energy to really study.. and for now.. my prelim results are.......... bad.. i can't say that being sick really contributes to my yucky performance.. i just hope that i won't be ill from now till the end of the A'Ls... maths and bio and econs and gp and chem... bleah... haha.. just some mindless rambling...

i don't have a father... and seriously.. i think i'm better off without one

haha.. haven logged in for a very very long time.. not my fault though.. its some technical problem with my internet connections... lol.

prelims are over.. and now, we are awaiting the A'ls.... bleah....haix.. kind of frightening.. but anyway.. wat is going to happen will happen... so.. let me just hope for the best.

not sure if any of you ppl read the news yesterday about an aunite being knocked down by a car.. happened on the stretch of road leading to the bedok swimming complex... haiz.. i saw the dead body lo.... was going to sch in the morning.. and saw two police cars stopping at the scene... was actually wondering wat had happened until i saw a white cloth covering the body.. not sure who was it at that time..

but no, i din see any blood.. which is fortunate for me.. if not i think i would have vomitted?? nah.. i don't really think so... but this is the first time i see a dead body ( human) in many years le... the last time i saw was that of my first uncle...

eww... was telling le le and karen wat i saw when lele mentioned about the picture of one who had drowned in some river just recently, durin the lunar seventh month... the hand was like .. fixed??? it was stretched, facing the sky... it gives me the creeps just to think what might had happened that causes such a.... position??? i thought when one drowns, the body would just be limp...ewww..

haix.. my cough has not gone yet.. its been close to two weeks le... tsk tsk
something that happened the other day left a very deep impression on me.. really, one shouldn't be so 'evil', mean, heartless or watever negative adjectives you can find.. its not really retribution but then... things just alw happen to bad people, whihc is really, not in their favour...

just went to check my hotmail earlier on.. and emy sent me one email that had left me pondering what on earth is going on in people's minds these days..

the email contain pictures about people killing baby seals by hitting them brutally on their heads.. calling it a sport... and also some other pictures on animal abuses and some i believed to be the outcome of lab testing on animals...

as humans, we have always perceived it as normal according to the law of nature, to eat other animals like pigs, chickens, cows and such... we're on the top of the food chain.. thats how the nature works.. but must we resort to such cruelty??

it amazes me that those ppl who are involved in animal abuse or the killing of baby seals and other animals in inhumane ways can carry on with their lives without any guilt... some of such killings are classified as fun even... haiz....

recently on the radio, S.H.E.'s Ella, had released a single, about her deceased dog.. haiz.. and listening to it.. i think it does voice out the thoughts of al dog owners who had lost their beloved dogs.. anyway.. do dogs go to heaven??